Thursday, January 27, 2011

Doubt

I have one more week left of my 30 days.

I am really far behind on my word count.

I'm starting to doubt if I can actually do this.

Granted, I've written more words in the past month than I ever have before towards my goal of writing a book.

But I just don't know if I can finish.

I've started worrying about what people will think when they read it. If they'll like it or not, or if they'll think it's believable or not.

And it's a very personal thing to put all of this out there, on the page, waiting to be critiqued by the world.

I don't know if I can do it.

Brian says he's just proud that I'm writing, and it's OK if I don't finish.

But I made a goal. I like to achieve my goals.

Can I really do this?

1 comment:

Linnley Marie said...

You can always finish it, but you don't always have to publish it. It may just be good to have everything written down and recorded. I know you can finish it! Remember to just trust in the lord :)